|
[13 Aug 2006|05:19pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 cheerful |
] |
im leaving tomorrow morning(6am) to go to europe.crazy shit.
life has been crazy and life has been great.
for the last time i cut lou out of my life.i took his number out of my phone and took him off my buddies list on myspace and AIM.
i really wished someone had told me what a creep,asshole,sleazey person he is.i really wished someone warned me.
hes the most horrible person i have ever known.
im never going to let someone hurt me as much as he as ever again.
and im so happy!
i feel so refreshed. but anyway.
so nedjo is throwing a party tonight which should be fun!
i love my friends and i love my life,its a good point in my life too, ive never felt this confident and this strong!
|
|
|
[01 Mar 2006|10:41pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 sad |
] |
Hakuna Matata means no worries
|
|
|
[12 Jul 2005|10:19am] |
anyone know of a good hosting site for 30MB?
thats how big that john waters quicktime thing is.
|
|
|
[06 May 2005|12:42am] |
|
If somebody hadn't snapped a finger in front of my eyes and delivered a few well-placed words the kind of self-parody not to mention self-destructiveness I was making a point of specializing in so I could be Charles Bukowski Jr. or somebody would have eventually destroyed me as both a writer and a person . . . Most often the code of the road is to encourage the absolute worst behavior possible or imaginable in the young "genius." I have had the very same people who goaded me on In these buffooneries every day sit in hotel rooms and talk about me as if I wasn't even present but was such an idiot savant that I didn't merit inclusion in the human race . . . Fuck 'em. I got lucky: this bullshit became my life while I was ensconced in the relatively decidedly pissant environs of Creem, so once I woke up I made it out and can say that though I have my days just like everybody else I still think I have a future. Untitled Notes, 1981.
|
|
|
[22 Apr 2005|12:33am] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 silly |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
woodshop |
] |
Traci thinks this cat looks like David Bowie...what do YOU think?
|
|
|
[17 Apr 2005|07:36pm] |
|
im dying.
|
|
|
[08 Apr 2005|02:13pm] |
|
at first i thought she was a free spirit...then i realized she was just crazy.
|
|
|
[01 Apr 2005|06:15am] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 awake |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
flamin groovies |
] |
Happy birthday Jono and Spyke....
Tragedy show tomorrow.
im not sure which one im going too,either the 3 o'clock show or the one in long beach.
if no ride to the long beach show,then taking the bus to the other show.
i wonder what silly pranks will go on today and if anyone will get kicked out.
the past 2 fridays have been way shitty,ahah so who knows.
|
|
|
[31 Mar 2005|07:08am] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
awake |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
ohio express |
] |
im making the cutest dress with this fabric.
its way similiar cept that the ants are bigger.it reminds me of hairspray.
but anyway..
im using a pattern for the first time...and i already fucked up,ha. yeah.
i woke up this morning...back to myself.
ive been in such a hole for a few weeks now.
its nice...
|
|
|
[29 Mar 2005|05:30pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 drained |
] |
i went to the funeral.
i cried when i saw him knowing it will be my last and what a shame ,that he took his own life at such a young age.and the fact he felt so much pain to do that.there were ALOT of people there and i mean ALOT.
he will be missed.
long day
|
|
|
[27 Mar 2005|10:21pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 curious |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
go-gos |
] |
went and saw the ring 2 with my sister.it was lame.
went to ruby's with the folks.
went to amoeba with steven.
ran into my ex. michael...pretty funny!usually is. he gained weight.i didn't recongize him at first.
the singer for D.I. was there and kept trying to talk to me and asked what my name was a million times,i swear he was tweaking.ha,he asked me where i was from and of course i said the valley and he made fun of me and i said,"i don't care it doesn't bother me where im living,its not that bad" and he goes " yea,nothing bothers me anymore,except for everything" haha it was funny...anyway.
i had no idea the guitar player for the dictators was the manager of amoeba.just about every time i go there,he the one who checks me out.i got this book and the ditators were in it and thats how i found out cause he told me and he i was 80 cents short and he let me by,ha. yeah.awesomeof him.
everytime i go to amoeba,i always run into someone,its great.
|
|
|
[27 Mar 2005|08:21am] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
drained |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
alice cooper |
] |
( the spot )
|
|
|
[22 Mar 2005|03:51pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 better |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
sublime |
] |
down at venice beach
|
|
|
[19 Mar 2005|10:08pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
sad |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
simple minds |
] |
so after i found out cornell died,i left school and took the bus and met up with jessie.
on the way there some kid came to the back of the bus where i was sitting ,sat down and turned to me and asked for my number.
i turned to him and said no.
he then got back up and walked back to his seat.
thats the second guy is two days.the other dude was some dude that had turned around on the street and stopped in the parking lot i was walking in and tried to talk to me.
DUDE,DO I LOOK LIKE SOMEONE I WOULD GIVE MY NUMBER TOO OFF THE STREETS.FUCK OFF.
i seriously find that shit gross and annoying.and besides that, i already like someone else.
so,as im walking off the train,a Freddie Krueger impressionator on hollywood blvd,walks right behind me,kinda scary like cause he ran off the train and stopped right behind me...i turned around and he started talkiing to me about hows hes single..like i fucking give a shit..and then asked for my number?
what is it with theses losers.
soooooo i met jesse at hollywood and vine.became a tourist in my own city and it was fun.
ha,we took a tour of famous peoples homes and walked on rodeo...the dude that was giving the tour put me to sleep....took a picture in front of the hollywood sign....and at universal.
my sister bailed on me about giving me a ride home when she got off work so i called up bobbi and he was nice enough to.i felt shitty doing so cause its not his responsibility...when i got off the bus my toes were COLD.omg,i couldnt walk to his car.
came home,made us food,he tried to fix my myspace account cause its lame and still wont let me log on...took a bath,slept..went to bed at like 930 or so.i needed it.
i was suppost to go to san franciso today but he couldnt go out there till monday.
i might go with traci or i might go with ryan.
today brian and i went to tower records where i got "end of the century:the story of the ramones".
ran into kevin there.we were both sober this time!
then went to one of brians smoking spot.
then i came home and watched my dvd.
i was gonna go over to christies but decided against it cause i don't want to entertain the girls.everytime i go over they always want me to do something with them when i just want to hang out and do nothing in a good enviroment.blah
i have a craving for coffee ice cream right now
|
|
|
[13 Mar 2005|07:50pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 crushed |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
bob marley |
] |
i tried sewing that damn dress but the zipper fucked it up for me. whatever,ill fix it when i have more time .... i want to go out and do something.
i don't want to go to shcool tomorrow.
i feel like death.
it seems to be getting cold,again.
i can't get my mind off of it.
im that lame.
im hungry.
im wanting something,yea,its weird...for me atleast,cause its been awhile since ive cared about something like this.
fuck it.
people suck.
|
|
|
[11 Mar 2005|02:49pm] |
|
i failed the written test,go me.
|
|
|
[09 Mar 2005|07:38am] |
|
i feel like death.
|
|
| navigation |
| [ |
viewing |
| |
most recent entries |
] |
| [ |
go |
| |
earlier |
] |
|
|
|
|
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small}
openupandbleed's journal
